Hello. I am Mary. Welcome to my Blog. (not journal) If you don't like what I have to say, then leave. I'm sorry if I offend you, I write a lot of this shit when I'm mad... So I prolly dont REALLY mean it. I say what I mean. I say what I don't mean. I'm not always nice. I'm human.

I always wear my bracelett from Las Vegas.
I'm obsessed with my dog. <333
I care about you more than you think.
Everyone hates my ringtone because it's always going off.
But I love it.

I love my backpack more than anything <3
I stay up all night and wake sometime during the afternoon.
I get bored easy....VERY EASY
I go through guys like seasons because generally speaking- they can't entertain me long enough.
I do not wanna be tied down just yet.
I know a lot of random facts...and how to do a lot of random things.
I crip walk.
I am very good at teaching people how to do "stuff" ;)
I'm shy.
I HATE eskimo boots with a fiery passion.
It's impossible for a guy to threaten me with mentioning another girl.
Sorry, I just don't care.

I think, a lot.
I paint, I draw.

I have no secrets.
Okay, maybe a few. ;)

I have a knack for getting Pink Eye.
I snowboard.
I dance.
I'm very open minded.
I love sex.

I'm very blunt & Brutally honest. Some people can't handle that...
But if you appreciate the truth. You'll appreciate me. :)

I hate when people can't spell...like, at all.

I will do just about anything if it makes someone I care about laugh.

I don't like boys.
Don't tell me you know more about Tupac or Biggie than me.
Because you don't and I'll just make you look stupid in front of everyone.
I'm finally leaving Buffalo.


I really DON'T CARE what you think if you don't know me well... or if I don't like you.

Chances are you think you know...But you don't.

I'm fiesty.
I'm badass.
Don't fuck with me or people I care about.
I will make you pay for it if you do.
I smile...a lot.
I throw up gang signs.
I'm a G. ;)
I shop like it's my job.
I'll prolly lie to you if you ask me how many people I've slept with.



Yes, I drink.
Yes, I smoke.
Fuck you, Judge me.

I have a lot of health problems.
But I don't care.
I overthink everything...
EVERYTHING.
I believe in second chances.
I'm too hard to define because I'm changing with every day.
My shampoo is SEX
I'm too sensitive...
but I'm working on that.


I don't find manwhores attractive...at all.

I work hard in school.
I party hard.
I won't tell you I care about you unless I mean it.
You'll know if you're a special person to me.
If I hooked up with a guy you like, and you try to give me shit about it.
You might wanna think twice. I'll do it again, just to spite you. ;)
I bartend.
I can manipulate myself into caring about someone.
I can manipulate my memory into almost forgetting everything about someone and detaching any kind of feeling associated with them.

I love the beach.
I love seeing you smile.
I kinda love snuggling.
I bite ;) sorry.
I people watch..LIKe CrAzY.
I'm far from a whore.
I HATE cheese.
If you call me out on something, I might deny it.
I don't like fighting.
I'm curious.
I don't believe in regrets.
I want to change the world as much as possible.
I love snow.
I don't care if you don't.

832- we's rockstars.


If you think I want to fuck you,

Chances are... I don't.


I have amazing/diverse taste in music.
And someone you know prolly has a cd I put together.
I don't care if you play football, or if you drive a nice car or if you have a huge dick.
I've seen it all.

Try to impress me.

I fall hard ;)
Although, I hardly ever fall.
I miss Rob.
I miss "her" too.
My car smells orgasmic.
and it's got the coolest hangy things on the antenna.
I go to UB.
But not for long. :))
I have blue eyes
I have cancer, it sucks. And it's made me grow up really fast.
I don't like telling people the same thing twice. Learn to listen

I show respect for others until they give me a reason not to.
I love to drink juice.








"Yeah, A-town's finest
I'm the top notch glammour chick
Tell me, If I throw it at you baby... can you handle it??"




I'm getting sick of talkin about myself.
Just ask ;)
I'm pretttyyy much an open book, so anything goes. :D

Okayyy so...Don't even know where to begin from last time, and then I tried to update last night. But that didn't work either because I just had so much to update on, I couldn't do it justice. So I deleted that.

((But thanks to whoever commented that I was a bad person. Apparently, so are you))

So anyways...

Hair is brown now.
Belly is pierced.

Didn't hurt too much until Matthew was causing it to move. Other than that- good.

Um speaking of muh peach. Congratulations. You smarty smarty smarty. I'm so proud of you. Nobody deserves it more. I can't wait till our vacation. Whoo.



Gosh, ur sexy. ;)

School is going good. Well, I should be doing my homework right now. I've been avoiding it all day. I ran into Nicole when I was in Capen. Let's just say any chance of us getting work done was shot to hell after that.

I was 20 min late for math today because I was with Nicole for so long ;)
I walked in. Justin just gave me that badass smirk of his.
Ahhh.

He's like, "where were you?"

hahah. Bingo. Looks like somebody is finally talking to me again.
Told you he'd be back.
We pretty much talked for the entire class until finally he's like "Mary, get your stuff, we are leaving." haha. That's my boy. I get here 20 min late and you want me to leave 30 min early?? Shit. Lol, but I didn't fight with him. Truth be told, I like it when a guy doesn't care about my opinion and doesn't ask me how I feel about shit.
Plus, I’m not gunna lie. I was a little happy to be talking to him again. He wanted me to go to his dorm, but I just laughed it off and said I’d only go to lunch. It was good. We are good now. I said sorry and he did too…I’d have to say it’s good to have him back. :)






After school I came home with full intentions of doing nothing all day and just relaxing.

….for once.

But then someone needed me… needed me to be there I guess.
They never asked.
Nor did they know that I knew what was going on in their life.
But I know this is probably one of the hardest things she will EVER go through.

That is…if she even makes it.

So yeah, I didn’t get to lounge around and be lazy today.
I haven't worn a single pair of pajama pants in 3 months.
But I’m alright with that.

One of the things that makes me the most happy is making
someone else smile.
Making them feel better, because I know what it’s like to be sad.


So yeah, I guess even though sometimes I’m selfish and I wish things I shouldn’t upon people I care about...
I’d say altogether I’m not a horrible person.
I only wish bad things because I care about them so much,
and I don’t want to see them go...
But in the long run…. I want what is best for them, and I will do ANYTHING to help them accomplish their goals. Even if their goal means they can’t be around...or with me as much.

That’s what true love is.

True love is sacrificial love.

I love you enough that I’m willing to let you go.

So to whomever said that I was a horrible person…I’ll just assume that you either don’t know me…or you don’t know me very well.

Let’s keep it that way, because you don’t seem like too amazing of a person.

And all MY friends…are amazing times one thousand. :)

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