Hello. I am Mary. Welcome to my Blog. (not journal) If you don't like what I have to say, then leave. I'm sorry if I offend you, I write a lot of this shit when I'm mad... So I prolly dont REALLY mean it. I say what I mean. I say what I don't mean. I'm not always nice. I'm human.

I always wear my bracelett from Las Vegas.
I'm obsessed with my dog. <333
I care about you more than you think.
Everyone hates my ringtone because it's always going off.
But I love it.

I love my backpack more than anything <3
I stay up all night and wake sometime during the afternoon.
I get bored easy....VERY EASY
I go through guys like seasons because generally speaking- they can't entertain me long enough.
I do not wanna be tied down just yet.
I know a lot of random facts...and how to do a lot of random things.
I crip walk.
I am very good at teaching people how to do "stuff" ;)
I'm shy.
I HATE eskimo boots with a fiery passion.
It's impossible for a guy to threaten me with mentioning another girl.
Sorry, I just don't care.

I think, a lot.
I paint, I draw.

I have no secrets.
Okay, maybe a few. ;)

I have a knack for getting Pink Eye.
I snowboard.
I dance.
I'm very open minded.
I love sex.

I'm very blunt & Brutally honest. Some people can't handle that...
But if you appreciate the truth. You'll appreciate me. :)

I hate when people can't spell...like, at all.

I will do just about anything if it makes someone I care about laugh.

I don't like boys.
Don't tell me you know more about Tupac or Biggie than me.
Because you don't and I'll just make you look stupid in front of everyone.
I'm finally leaving Buffalo.


I really DON'T CARE what you think if you don't know me well... or if I don't like you.

Chances are you think you know...But you don't.

I'm fiesty.
I'm badass.
Don't fuck with me or people I care about.
I will make you pay for it if you do.
I smile...a lot.
I throw up gang signs.
I'm a G. ;)
I shop like it's my job.
I'll prolly lie to you if you ask me how many people I've slept with.



Yes, I drink.
Yes, I smoke.
Fuck you, Judge me.

I have a lot of health problems.
But I don't care.
I overthink everything...
EVERYTHING.
I believe in second chances.
I'm too hard to define because I'm changing with every day.
My shampoo is SEX
I'm too sensitive...
but I'm working on that.


I don't find manwhores attractive...at all.

I work hard in school.
I party hard.
I won't tell you I care about you unless I mean it.
You'll know if you're a special person to me.
If I hooked up with a guy you like, and you try to give me shit about it.
You might wanna think twice. I'll do it again, just to spite you. ;)
I bartend.
I can manipulate myself into caring about someone.
I can manipulate my memory into almost forgetting everything about someone and detaching any kind of feeling associated with them.

I love the beach.
I love seeing you smile.
I kinda love snuggling.
I bite ;) sorry.
I people watch..LIKe CrAzY.
I'm far from a whore.
I HATE cheese.
If you call me out on something, I might deny it.
I don't like fighting.
I'm curious.
I don't believe in regrets.
I want to change the world as much as possible.
I love snow.
I don't care if you don't.

832- we's rockstars.


If you think I want to fuck you,

Chances are... I don't.


I have amazing/diverse taste in music.
And someone you know prolly has a cd I put together.
I don't care if you play football, or if you drive a nice car or if you have a huge dick.
I've seen it all.

Try to impress me.

I fall hard ;)
Although, I hardly ever fall.
I miss Rob.
I miss "her" too.
My car smells orgasmic.
and it's got the coolest hangy things on the antenna.
I go to UB.
But not for long. :))
I have blue eyes
I have cancer, it sucks. And it's made me grow up really fast.
I don't like telling people the same thing twice. Learn to listen

I show respect for others until they give me a reason not to.
I love to drink juice.








"Yeah, A-town's finest
I'm the top notch glammour chick
Tell me, If I throw it at you baby... can you handle it??"




I'm getting sick of talkin about myself.
Just ask ;)
I'm pretttyyy much an open book, so anything goes. :D

Okay. So I know I haven't updated in a really long time.
But I've been really busy, so I guess shit happens.

There are a few people that I REALLY want to verbally bash right now.

But Ima try to maintain my calm.

Try to maintain maturity.

So to help with that,

I'ma skip over lotta shit,

and do a really quick update

...

You have no idea how many fake smiles I've flashed these past few days.
How many people I acted happy to see.
When I wasn't
Like Andrew.
I was actually NICE to him
What's wrong with me?




1) I'm done with freddy :0

He just makes me mad. Like, I wanted to help him..because he needs that so badly. But there is only so far that I can sacrafice my own well being and there is only so many times I can say "I love you" and totally not mean it- well, at least not the way you do. Grrr..he's IMing me as I write this. :S Ugh.



I'll prolly give in to him.
Cuz I'm notorious for being weak with guys in that way.



2) I really miss this umm...other person.

And I think I'm prolly gunna call him tonight cuz Ive been woried about him since last December.


3) I don't have all my christmas shopping done

...but I'm so excited to give a certain someone their gift. :)



4) I'm not in a good mood right now.


5) People do not learn from their past.


Matthew for example. He is leaving in a month. Haven't hung out with him in forever. Like, Its to the point now where I just get frustrated whenever I talk to him. Like today, I just wanted to be like "I don't want to talk to you" Cuz I think he's so rude, and not a good friend like I thought.
Since all this health shit, and all this other crap I have goin on...I just can't deal with it. I wish he was someone he isn't. But I'll get over that.




6. I saw Andrew at the mall today.

EW EW EW. Get your fuckin hands off of me!!

I SAW YOU.

You SAW ME... SEE YOU.
You also SAW ME IGNORE YOU.
#$@!#$#@$!@#$


Meaning...I saw you but didn't want to talk to you.
So why you feel it's appropriate to come over and start rubbing my arm and talking to me is beyond me.

HOly Sh*t I waS cAught OFF GAURD.



7. Things with Freddie and I are good now. :)

Figured that would happen.
At least he's happy.





Oh yeah...
Pics from today...














Hottie...

Merry Christmas.

:)

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