Hello. I am Mary. Welcome to my Blog. (not journal) If you don't like what I have to say, then leave. I'm sorry if I offend you, I write a lot of this shit when I'm mad... So I prolly dont REALLY mean it. I say what I mean. I say what I don't mean. I'm not always nice. I'm human.

I always wear my bracelett from Las Vegas.
I'm obsessed with my dog. <333
I care about you more than you think.
Everyone hates my ringtone because it's always going off.
But I love it.

I love my backpack more than anything <3
I stay up all night and wake sometime during the afternoon.
I get bored easy....VERY EASY
I go through guys like seasons because generally speaking- they can't entertain me long enough.
I do not wanna be tied down just yet.
I know a lot of random facts...and how to do a lot of random things.
I crip walk.
I am very good at teaching people how to do "stuff" ;)
I'm shy.
I HATE eskimo boots with a fiery passion.
It's impossible for a guy to threaten me with mentioning another girl.
Sorry, I just don't care.

I think, a lot.
I paint, I draw.

I have no secrets.
Okay, maybe a few. ;)

I have a knack for getting Pink Eye.
I snowboard.
I dance.
I'm very open minded.
I love sex.

I'm very blunt & Brutally honest. Some people can't handle that...
But if you appreciate the truth. You'll appreciate me. :)

I hate when people can't spell...like, at all.

I will do just about anything if it makes someone I care about laugh.

I don't like boys.
Don't tell me you know more about Tupac or Biggie than me.
Because you don't and I'll just make you look stupid in front of everyone.
I'm finally leaving Buffalo.


I really DON'T CARE what you think if you don't know me well... or if I don't like you.

Chances are you think you know...But you don't.

I'm fiesty.
I'm badass.
Don't fuck with me or people I care about.
I will make you pay for it if you do.
I smile...a lot.
I throw up gang signs.
I'm a G. ;)
I shop like it's my job.
I'll prolly lie to you if you ask me how many people I've slept with.



Yes, I drink.
Yes, I smoke.
Fuck you, Judge me.

I have a lot of health problems.
But I don't care.
I overthink everything...
EVERYTHING.
I believe in second chances.
I'm too hard to define because I'm changing with every day.
My shampoo is SEX
I'm too sensitive...
but I'm working on that.


I don't find manwhores attractive...at all.

I work hard in school.
I party hard.
I won't tell you I care about you unless I mean it.
You'll know if you're a special person to me.
If I hooked up with a guy you like, and you try to give me shit about it.
You might wanna think twice. I'll do it again, just to spite you. ;)
I bartend.
I can manipulate myself into caring about someone.
I can manipulate my memory into almost forgetting everything about someone and detaching any kind of feeling associated with them.

I love the beach.
I love seeing you smile.
I kinda love snuggling.
I bite ;) sorry.
I people watch..LIKe CrAzY.
I'm far from a whore.
I HATE cheese.
If you call me out on something, I might deny it.
I don't like fighting.
I'm curious.
I don't believe in regrets.
I want to change the world as much as possible.
I love snow.
I don't care if you don't.

832- we's rockstars.


If you think I want to fuck you,

Chances are... I don't.


I have amazing/diverse taste in music.
And someone you know prolly has a cd I put together.
I don't care if you play football, or if you drive a nice car or if you have a huge dick.
I've seen it all.

Try to impress me.

I fall hard ;)
Although, I hardly ever fall.
I miss Rob.
I miss "her" too.
My car smells orgasmic.
and it's got the coolest hangy things on the antenna.
I go to UB.
But not for long. :))
I have blue eyes
I have cancer, it sucks. And it's made me grow up really fast.
I don't like telling people the same thing twice. Learn to listen

I show respect for others until they give me a reason not to.
I love to drink juice.








"Yeah, A-town's finest
I'm the top notch glammour chick
Tell me, If I throw it at you baby... can you handle it??"




I'm getting sick of talkin about myself.
Just ask ;)
I'm pretttyyy much an open book, so anything goes. :D

He's fucking hott.




:D

Okay so my whole idea about taking a break to be totally single and yeah...I mean I guess in theory it's a good idea. But then again "so is communism" But basically..that didn't work.

I suppose though, I mean...we do just have the title of friends.
That's more of something I created though.
He's less threatening if I think about him as a friend.
Plus, I don't feel tied down.

But...It's terribly obvious that this is not the case.

Like...I still am holding back on some shit. I can't help it. But yeah. Basically, I don't know what the fuck I'm doing. I just know he's fuckin hot.

Like I tried to tell him I was done. And then he called my phone with the hottest voicemail ever. If he was there I would have just started fucking him...like CrAzYYyy. But yeah. He knows how to handle me. He isn't a lil boy...he doesn't beg for me to change my mind...he doesn't call me mean names and get his temper out of control. He's totally in control. And like...ugh. Fuckin hot. I love it when guys don't give into my childish-ness. He knows exactly what to say, how to say it. He doesn't put up with my bullshit. He puts me in my place, but still is totally sweet about it. It's totally fuckin hot. You have no idea.

Of all people, Paulie called today. I can't really say what he wanted on here. But wow...random. Some other random calls today that I can't really say what they were about. Lol, but wow.


Yeah so I've been shopping far too much lately.
My room is over flowing.
I think I have a problem?

And onto school business... Oh god. Most of you who know me well, know that this semester's shit has been so stressful for me to handle. Thank god for Britta. I think I've finally got everything figured out...somewhat anyways?
But yeah, I don't know..It was nice because every class I have, at least one of my friends is in it annddd I didn't even mean to plan it that way!!!

I'm really glad meg is in my World Civ. class, I don't know her extremely well, but that girl seems cool as fuck, and it will be nice to get to know her better.

*side note* That guy I spent most of last semester tactfully avoiding, STILL seems to be around everywhere I go. :S Blah.

I'll have him killed.





I can't wait for Colorado.
yeah babyy.

OoooOOO and today I went into Hollister to buy something for Steven, and guess who was there...Yeah. Haha. Damn. It took everything in me to resist that shit. Dayum. Lol. Well not everything, but yeah. Good thing I'm over hollister looking boys.

I ran into April this week. That was awkward considering she used to think of me like her sister. Tyler and I didnt realize she was in the room, and he said something like "well last night you did"...something about sex. I don't remember. Then we both saw her, and we were both like "oh shit."
Maybe i should feel bad...maybe not? I'm not even gunna think about it. That's what I usually do with things that go terribly for me. Push it back into my head and forget it. Well...not forget it. But it just does not feel like it REALLY happened...or that it happened to me.


Cancer thing is going well...I guess. I mean, I won't know if they got it for a few more weeks when I have my radiation therapy. It sucks until then though, all I can eat is like vegetables and fruit. I'm so sick of them. Lol.

Btw..I've decided to focus more this semester. I mean my grades from the last one were impressive. Butt...I think less partying and drinking and other "activities" is in order. Yeah, I'm guessing I won't stick with that. But who knows.

Ooohh, and I could perhaps get a really awesome internship this summer. It's hush hushyy. But I'd be making like $9-10 an hr. Which is nice, plus that shit looks amazing on my transcript. If i do that...then I'll put off Colorado for a few months, and I'll be forced to join in late on the Euro trip.

Yeah...for those of you who don't know, a lot of us are going all over Europe next summer. I'll prolly go halfway or something cuz Ima be so busy...but who knows.

There is so much more that I could update, but yeah...I'm beat.


I won't be around much now that I'm feeling better, so if you need anything hit the cell.

Rich- You can call to make an appointment to hang out with me :P Justt kiddinggg!!

I
LOVE
YOU.
@#$@#$

Wtf..I just remembered that girls are going to be all over your dick tonight. Well...mine. But yeah. Grr. :( I know you'll behave. But still. Just have fun babe. I trusttt & loaf you.



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