Hello. I am Mary. Welcome to my Blog. (not journal) If you don't like what I have to say, then leave. I'm sorry if I offend you, I write a lot of this shit when I'm mad... So I prolly dont REALLY mean it. I say what I mean. I say what I don't mean. I'm not always nice. I'm human.

I always wear my bracelett from Las Vegas.
I'm obsessed with my dog. <333
I care about you more than you think.
Everyone hates my ringtone because it's always going off.
But I love it.

I love my backpack more than anything <3
I stay up all night and wake sometime during the afternoon.
I get bored easy....VERY EASY
I go through guys like seasons because generally speaking- they can't entertain me long enough.
I do not wanna be tied down just yet.
I know a lot of random facts...and how to do a lot of random things.
I crip walk.
I am very good at teaching people how to do "stuff" ;)
I'm shy.
I HATE eskimo boots with a fiery passion.
It's impossible for a guy to threaten me with mentioning another girl.
Sorry, I just don't care.

I think, a lot.
I paint, I draw.

I have no secrets.
Okay, maybe a few. ;)

I have a knack for getting Pink Eye.
I snowboard.
I dance.
I'm very open minded.
I love sex.

I'm very blunt & Brutally honest. Some people can't handle that...
But if you appreciate the truth. You'll appreciate me. :)

I hate when people can't spell...like, at all.

I will do just about anything if it makes someone I care about laugh.

I don't like boys.
Don't tell me you know more about Tupac or Biggie than me.
Because you don't and I'll just make you look stupid in front of everyone.
I'm finally leaving Buffalo.


I really DON'T CARE what you think if you don't know me well... or if I don't like you.

Chances are you think you know...But you don't.

I'm fiesty.
I'm badass.
Don't fuck with me or people I care about.
I will make you pay for it if you do.
I smile...a lot.
I throw up gang signs.
I'm a G. ;)
I shop like it's my job.
I'll prolly lie to you if you ask me how many people I've slept with.



Yes, I drink.
Yes, I smoke.
Fuck you, Judge me.

I have a lot of health problems.
But I don't care.
I overthink everything...
EVERYTHING.
I believe in second chances.
I'm too hard to define because I'm changing with every day.
My shampoo is SEX
I'm too sensitive...
but I'm working on that.


I don't find manwhores attractive...at all.

I work hard in school.
I party hard.
I won't tell you I care about you unless I mean it.
You'll know if you're a special person to me.
If I hooked up with a guy you like, and you try to give me shit about it.
You might wanna think twice. I'll do it again, just to spite you. ;)
I bartend.
I can manipulate myself into caring about someone.
I can manipulate my memory into almost forgetting everything about someone and detaching any kind of feeling associated with them.

I love the beach.
I love seeing you smile.
I kinda love snuggling.
I bite ;) sorry.
I people watch..LIKe CrAzY.
I'm far from a whore.
I HATE cheese.
If you call me out on something, I might deny it.
I don't like fighting.
I'm curious.
I don't believe in regrets.
I want to change the world as much as possible.
I love snow.
I don't care if you don't.

832- we's rockstars.


If you think I want to fuck you,

Chances are... I don't.


I have amazing/diverse taste in music.
And someone you know prolly has a cd I put together.
I don't care if you play football, or if you drive a nice car or if you have a huge dick.
I've seen it all.

Try to impress me.

I fall hard ;)
Although, I hardly ever fall.
I miss Rob.
I miss "her" too.
My car smells orgasmic.
and it's got the coolest hangy things on the antenna.
I go to UB.
But not for long. :))
I have blue eyes
I have cancer, it sucks. And it's made me grow up really fast.
I don't like telling people the same thing twice. Learn to listen

I show respect for others until they give me a reason not to.
I love to drink juice.








"Yeah, A-town's finest
I'm the top notch glammour chick
Tell me, If I throw it at you baby... can you handle it??"




I'm getting sick of talkin about myself.
Just ask ;)
I'm pretttyyy much an open book, so anything goes. :D

Hey, how ya doin yall?

Yeah so um, wow...basically I haven't updated in forever. And I'm not really in the "state of mind" to properly update this shit now.

But I am ANYWAYSSS

It's just like...so fucked up.

Like I don't get why someone would still want to do shit with me when I tell them that I don't want a relationship with them...I don't want to be tied down, I might hook up with other dudes, dance with other dudes, all that shit...and he can't get jealous. Well, he can, but it won't matter one way or the other to me.
Like I just don't care.

I say I love you when you say it to me.
But I don't mean it the same way you do.

Nowhere near the same way.

AND I DON'T KNOW HOW TO TELL YOU THAT.

I do everything that I think would push you away. I smoke up with guys you hate, I take pills, I tell you that I might do shit with guys ur friends with, and yet none of that shit works.

!#@!#!@$@#%

Stop loving me damnit.

I don't want a relationship with you.
You know that.

But look here...I know what it's like to be absolutley CRAZY about someone. And I'm just not that way about you. ((Or any guy really)) So don't take that personally.

Don't take it personally...
But don't expect me to settle.
Cuz the only thing that is gunna slow me down, is me being that crazy about someone again. But like...good luck.

I'm having a great time on my own.
That's besides the point...

Sorry this entry is so jumbled.
I'm high.


But yeah, I ain't even want to fuck you.
Like I never did in the first place.
And I told you that.
I think?
Well... I tried to.
I just did because well...idk. cuz you wanted to and I didn't want to be mean.

Whatever.

I'm over it.
Just stop putting me in wierd ass situations.
Get off my fuckin back.

IM A FREE AGENT.
I aint YOUR bitch.


Ugh.

So school is going good. I've been really tired with all my medical stuff...so that really sucks. But whatever. I'm glad that I'll be going in for another test.

Other than that thing up there that I wrote about...Life is peachy.
Besides, I'll be able to do damage control on him. ;)
It's friday night.
I don't even want to go out because I have to babysit "you know who". Goddamn, I like the chase, I aint actually want you now that I can have you. Lmao. Whatever though. Met an interesting guy in psych today. Whatever. I should call Liz. Or go chill with Rich. Oh wait...I can't. He's gunna be here in like an hour. *gag* Yo but like I'm being a total bitch. It's just like, I can't say sorry for not feeling the way you do. I know it sucks...trust me, I know the feeling.

I want to be alone.
Get it?
You couldn't be any more amazing.
As far as that shit goes, you are the perfect guy.

I just want to be alone, okay?

FRIENDS..
thats it mayynnn

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