Hello. I am Mary. Welcome to my Blog. (not journal) If you don't like what I have to say, then leave. I'm sorry if I offend you, I write a lot of this shit when I'm mad... So I prolly dont REALLY mean it. I say what I mean. I say what I don't mean. I'm not always nice. I'm human.

I always wear my bracelett from Las Vegas.
I'm obsessed with my dog. <333
I care about you more than you think.
Everyone hates my ringtone because it's always going off.
But I love it.

I love my backpack more than anything <3
I stay up all night and wake sometime during the afternoon.
I get bored easy....VERY EASY
I go through guys like seasons because generally speaking- they can't entertain me long enough.
I do not wanna be tied down just yet.
I know a lot of random facts...and how to do a lot of random things.
I crip walk.
I am very good at teaching people how to do "stuff" ;)
I'm shy.
I HATE eskimo boots with a fiery passion.
It's impossible for a guy to threaten me with mentioning another girl.
Sorry, I just don't care.

I think, a lot.
I paint, I draw.

I have no secrets.
Okay, maybe a few. ;)

I have a knack for getting Pink Eye.
I snowboard.
I dance.
I'm very open minded.
I love sex.

I'm very blunt & Brutally honest. Some people can't handle that...
But if you appreciate the truth. You'll appreciate me. :)

I hate when people can't spell...like, at all.

I will do just about anything if it makes someone I care about laugh.

I don't like boys.
Don't tell me you know more about Tupac or Biggie than me.
Because you don't and I'll just make you look stupid in front of everyone.
I'm finally leaving Buffalo.


I really DON'T CARE what you think if you don't know me well... or if I don't like you.

Chances are you think you know...But you don't.

I'm fiesty.
I'm badass.
Don't fuck with me or people I care about.
I will make you pay for it if you do.
I smile...a lot.
I throw up gang signs.
I'm a G. ;)
I shop like it's my job.
I'll prolly lie to you if you ask me how many people I've slept with.



Yes, I drink.
Yes, I smoke.
Fuck you, Judge me.

I have a lot of health problems.
But I don't care.
I overthink everything...
EVERYTHING.
I believe in second chances.
I'm too hard to define because I'm changing with every day.
My shampoo is SEX
I'm too sensitive...
but I'm working on that.


I don't find manwhores attractive...at all.

I work hard in school.
I party hard.
I won't tell you I care about you unless I mean it.
You'll know if you're a special person to me.
If I hooked up with a guy you like, and you try to give me shit about it.
You might wanna think twice. I'll do it again, just to spite you. ;)
I bartend.
I can manipulate myself into caring about someone.
I can manipulate my memory into almost forgetting everything about someone and detaching any kind of feeling associated with them.

I love the beach.
I love seeing you smile.
I kinda love snuggling.
I bite ;) sorry.
I people watch..LIKe CrAzY.
I'm far from a whore.
I HATE cheese.
If you call me out on something, I might deny it.
I don't like fighting.
I'm curious.
I don't believe in regrets.
I want to change the world as much as possible.
I love snow.
I don't care if you don't.

832- we's rockstars.


If you think I want to fuck you,

Chances are... I don't.


I have amazing/diverse taste in music.
And someone you know prolly has a cd I put together.
I don't care if you play football, or if you drive a nice car or if you have a huge dick.
I've seen it all.

Try to impress me.

I fall hard ;)
Although, I hardly ever fall.
I miss Rob.
I miss "her" too.
My car smells orgasmic.
and it's got the coolest hangy things on the antenna.
I go to UB.
But not for long. :))
I have blue eyes
I have cancer, it sucks. And it's made me grow up really fast.
I don't like telling people the same thing twice. Learn to listen

I show respect for others until they give me a reason not to.
I love to drink juice.








"Yeah, A-town's finest
I'm the top notch glammour chick
Tell me, If I throw it at you baby... can you handle it??"




I'm getting sick of talkin about myself.
Just ask ;)
I'm pretttyyy much an open book, so anything goes. :D

Wow. It's been forever since I've updated...and I don't even feel like doing it right now. Ugh. Ima go get breakfast and come back in a lil bit to finish this shit up. kk?

Okay...I don't really feel like writing about all the dirty and interesting shit goin on right now. But Yeah, I'm starting to feel normal again, so that's fuckin sweet. Kinda intimidating that I have so much work to catch up on for school. But I think I can get it done...just because I'm fuckin awesome like that.

You wouldn't believe who I saw yesterday.
hahaha.
I'm so tempted to play that.
I know I could.
You should have seen the way he looked when he saw me. Ah ha.

But I suppose that would be "morally wrong"
And besides, If I did...this old guy I used to rock would find out. And that shit is never good for business. Lmao. Not like he'd care..because he wouldn't. I just don't want my name in his ear under any circumstances. And homeboy's ex gf knows his brother. She would get all pissy if I hit up her man, and I'm sure she would go bitchin.

Besides, I already have a side project.
I can't have two.
Well, I could.
And I could pull it off.
But I don't want two.

I can barley find the motivation to get at the guy I want now.
It's like, I know that I'm not into any of them...so it's really hard for me to care.

Did I mention I got really fucked up and said some shit to Steven that I didn't mean? Now he thinks I'm like...madly in love with him. Which, most of you know...I couldn't care less. I don't know why I tell guys that I don't care about that I'm really into them because then when there is a guy that I REALLY am into, they don't believe it. But I have no problem saying I love you to Steven then totally not meaning it. Idk why. Normally I don't do that shit. But he brought it upon himself as far as I'm concerned. Besides, when I was saying all that shit...I told him how fucked up I was. So he should know better.
Whatever though. I sure as hell aint about to really care about him. Like, there is no appeal to me anymore. Ive had him, so now I don't want him. And like...I told him ahead of time that 1. It takes A LOT to impress me. 2. It takes A LOT to keep my intrest. So Idk what the fuck he's bitchin about.

He kept askin me what I have to hide on the phone yesterday.
I'm thinkin to myself....

A LOT.

Lmao.


But yo, I seriously think that I'm just gunna sit around on my ass all day. Yesterday was crazy. Woke up, took leyna for a walk, shower, went to class, hung with rich, class, hung with Emily and Amanda, then hung out with Liz, then went to church with my mom. So yeah. I'm beat. I'm still pretty sick and I just need to chill for a minute.

Took a loratab last night.
love
love
love

haha. Peayyyyceee bitches. ;)

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