Hello. I am Mary. Welcome to my Blog. (not journal) If you don't like what I have to say, then leave. I'm sorry if I offend you, I write a lot of this shit when I'm mad... So I prolly dont REALLY mean it. I say what I mean. I say what I don't mean. I'm not always nice. I'm human.

I always wear my bracelett from Las Vegas.
I'm obsessed with my dog. <333
I care about you more than you think.
Everyone hates my ringtone because it's always going off.
But I love it.

I love my backpack more than anything <3
I stay up all night and wake sometime during the afternoon.
I get bored easy....VERY EASY
I go through guys like seasons because generally speaking- they can't entertain me long enough.
I do not wanna be tied down just yet.
I know a lot of random facts...and how to do a lot of random things.
I crip walk.
I am very good at teaching people how to do "stuff" ;)
I'm shy.
I HATE eskimo boots with a fiery passion.
It's impossible for a guy to threaten me with mentioning another girl.
Sorry, I just don't care.

I think, a lot.
I paint, I draw.

I have no secrets.
Okay, maybe a few. ;)

I have a knack for getting Pink Eye.
I snowboard.
I dance.
I'm very open minded.
I love sex.

I'm very blunt & Brutally honest. Some people can't handle that...
But if you appreciate the truth. You'll appreciate me. :)

I hate when people can't spell...like, at all.

I will do just about anything if it makes someone I care about laugh.

I don't like boys.
Don't tell me you know more about Tupac or Biggie than me.
Because you don't and I'll just make you look stupid in front of everyone.
I'm finally leaving Buffalo.


I really DON'T CARE what you think if you don't know me well... or if I don't like you.

Chances are you think you know...But you don't.

I'm fiesty.
I'm badass.
Don't fuck with me or people I care about.
I will make you pay for it if you do.
I smile...a lot.
I throw up gang signs.
I'm a G. ;)
I shop like it's my job.
I'll prolly lie to you if you ask me how many people I've slept with.



Yes, I drink.
Yes, I smoke.
Fuck you, Judge me.

I have a lot of health problems.
But I don't care.
I overthink everything...
EVERYTHING.
I believe in second chances.
I'm too hard to define because I'm changing with every day.
My shampoo is SEX
I'm too sensitive...
but I'm working on that.


I don't find manwhores attractive...at all.

I work hard in school.
I party hard.
I won't tell you I care about you unless I mean it.
You'll know if you're a special person to me.
If I hooked up with a guy you like, and you try to give me shit about it.
You might wanna think twice. I'll do it again, just to spite you. ;)
I bartend.
I can manipulate myself into caring about someone.
I can manipulate my memory into almost forgetting everything about someone and detaching any kind of feeling associated with them.

I love the beach.
I love seeing you smile.
I kinda love snuggling.
I bite ;) sorry.
I people watch..LIKe CrAzY.
I'm far from a whore.
I HATE cheese.
If you call me out on something, I might deny it.
I don't like fighting.
I'm curious.
I don't believe in regrets.
I want to change the world as much as possible.
I love snow.
I don't care if you don't.

832- we's rockstars.


If you think I want to fuck you,

Chances are... I don't.


I have amazing/diverse taste in music.
And someone you know prolly has a cd I put together.
I don't care if you play football, or if you drive a nice car or if you have a huge dick.
I've seen it all.

Try to impress me.

I fall hard ;)
Although, I hardly ever fall.
I miss Rob.
I miss "her" too.
My car smells orgasmic.
and it's got the coolest hangy things on the antenna.
I go to UB.
But not for long. :))
I have blue eyes
I have cancer, it sucks. And it's made me grow up really fast.
I don't like telling people the same thing twice. Learn to listen

I show respect for others until they give me a reason not to.
I love to drink juice.








"Yeah, A-town's finest
I'm the top notch glammour chick
Tell me, If I throw it at you baby... can you handle it??"




I'm getting sick of talkin about myself.
Just ask ;)
I'm pretttyyy much an open book, so anything goes. :D

I think everyone should do the whole Public Disobedience thing when it comes to left hand turn signals. I shouldn't have to wait under the fuckin red light for 20minutes when I can clearly see if a car is coming. Fuck that. Ima run that shit.

...and you should too.

They serve absolutley no purpose. So, if you don't have a sick ass radar detector...look around a bit before you take off. ;)

Haha, besdies...the two times that I've actually gotten a ticket, the judge just let me leave. Like, without even paying the minimum. So fuck the police.

"Uuga Sugah Pusha, Fuck a State Trooper"

Most of you prolly aren't amazing enough to know what that's from. So I prolly sound crazy. That's okay. Shit, I AM crazy.

Yeah so today I went to church with my mom to be a good kid. Ah, damn I'm so nice. Then after that we went to lunch. Saw my ex-bf's mom. I tried not to let her see me...that lady scares me. YikeeeSSss. Lol. Not really, but the past is in the past for a reason. My mom is hillarious though, she wanted to say hi. Lol.

Kevin is at my house right now. I don't fuckin know why. I can't fuckin stand him. I've never had anyone call me "sweetie" so many times in one sentence. *BARF*

Then he started askin me something about a bottled water. It was deffinitly turning in the direction of: "oh sweetie will you get me a water" And I'm thinkin to myself.."Asshole I don't wait on anyone I'm not with, and I especially don't wait on lazy ass muthafuckers that I don't like."

But my mom was there...So I just bounced.

Yeah, the old me might have said shit to him. But now I'm more laid back and non-confrontational to a point with that shit, cuz talkin to people like him is just a damn waste of time.

He makes me sick.

Speakin of people that make me sick- Steven keeps texting&calling me.

I'm like...bitch, I aint about that shit. So like, I only give him one word answers. And you'd think he'd get the hint. Ugh. Pain in the ass like you wouldn't believe!!! I just want him to leave me alone. Trust, If I wanted you then I'd act semi-interested. Maybe I'll just tell him I fucked Tyler. I didn't. But sometimes the only way to get rid of someone is to tell them that you've slept with someone they hate. Either way. His whole routine of getting mad at me because I don't care enough is gettin old. He will think I'm a whore, but I really don't give a fuck what he thinks, cuz it wouldn't be true.

Ugh, Cry me a River.

Yo and can I just say right now...
To all my guy friends that act all funny when they get a new gf...or a girl that they are fuckin- What the hell is your problem?

Chances are that I never wanted you in any way besides friendship in the first place.
Chances are that I also made you aware of this, because I'm not one to lead people on.

So what the hell?

Why the hell wouldn't you tell me that you've got a new gf...and wait for me to find out about it on facebook??
Why the hell would you just stop talkin to me?

And it ain't just one person I'm talkin about here.
You guys know who you are.

I just wanna say...that's some fucked up shit.
It makes me wonder if we were really friends in the first place...Cuz last time I checked you didn't stop hangin out with all your guy friends.

Or were you just hangin around hoping that I'd fuck you at some point??

Thats pretty weak considering I made it known that was never gunna happen.
So next time you wanna "play" friend with me...Do me a favor and let me know that it's only until the next flavor of the week comes along so I don't waste my fuckin time on you.

See I couldn't give two fucks about the new girls. Don't turn this into a jealousy thing- Because it deff aint that!!!
In fact, I wish you the best because I DO want you to be happy!! I just think it's fucked that yall weren't man enough about the way this shit went down.

Tell me straight up the way shit is gunna be.
And I'll be straight up with it.

But when you start to mess around and get sneaky with shit- I get pissed off.

So yeah, fuck you. :)



*sigh*

Anyways,

I was a little undecided on if I was gunna go for T.I next weekend...and I decided it's a yeah. It would be fuckin stupid for me not to go. Then when T.I is over, Im gunna fly back into buffalo for a little bit, then I go back to Puerto Rico and all around the Carribean for a bit, then back to Buffalo for SpringFest, then out to Colorado. Pizzaahhhh. I'm so busy. And yo, puerto rico is some sick shit. It's so cheap for me to get totally wasted there. Not to mention the clubs are tight. But I like it like that. I'm happy, I'm having tons of fun, and I don't know...it's hard to describe. But I wouldn't want to change anything right now.


The pic at the top is from when I went to the Bacardi Factory.
There are more pics from that trip and Florida on my Facebook...
I guess I'm just too lazy to put them on here. :P


Im gettin a new system in the whip too.
Yeyaahhh.


Ohhhh Yeahhhh Immaa Crankk Up the Scallleee

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