Hello. I am Mary. Welcome to my Blog. (not journal) If you don't like what I have to say, then leave. I'm sorry if I offend you, I write a lot of this shit when I'm mad... So I prolly dont REALLY mean it. I say what I mean. I say what I don't mean. I'm not always nice. I'm human.

I always wear my bracelett from Las Vegas.
I'm obsessed with my dog. <333
I care about you more than you think.
Everyone hates my ringtone because it's always going off.
But I love it.

I love my backpack more than anything <3
I stay up all night and wake sometime during the afternoon.
I get bored easy....VERY EASY
I go through guys like seasons because generally speaking- they can't entertain me long enough.
I do not wanna be tied down just yet.
I know a lot of random facts...and how to do a lot of random things.
I crip walk.
I am very good at teaching people how to do "stuff" ;)
I'm shy.
I HATE eskimo boots with a fiery passion.
It's impossible for a guy to threaten me with mentioning another girl.
Sorry, I just don't care.

I think, a lot.
I paint, I draw.

I have no secrets.
Okay, maybe a few. ;)

I have a knack for getting Pink Eye.
I snowboard.
I dance.
I'm very open minded.
I love sex.

I'm very blunt & Brutally honest. Some people can't handle that...
But if you appreciate the truth. You'll appreciate me. :)

I hate when people can't spell...like, at all.

I will do just about anything if it makes someone I care about laugh.

I don't like boys.
Don't tell me you know more about Tupac or Biggie than me.
Because you don't and I'll just make you look stupid in front of everyone.
I'm finally leaving Buffalo.


I really DON'T CARE what you think if you don't know me well... or if I don't like you.

Chances are you think you know...But you don't.

I'm fiesty.
I'm badass.
Don't fuck with me or people I care about.
I will make you pay for it if you do.
I smile...a lot.
I throw up gang signs.
I'm a G. ;)
I shop like it's my job.
I'll prolly lie to you if you ask me how many people I've slept with.



Yes, I drink.
Yes, I smoke.
Fuck you, Judge me.

I have a lot of health problems.
But I don't care.
I overthink everything...
EVERYTHING.
I believe in second chances.
I'm too hard to define because I'm changing with every day.
My shampoo is SEX
I'm too sensitive...
but I'm working on that.


I don't find manwhores attractive...at all.

I work hard in school.
I party hard.
I won't tell you I care about you unless I mean it.
You'll know if you're a special person to me.
If I hooked up with a guy you like, and you try to give me shit about it.
You might wanna think twice. I'll do it again, just to spite you. ;)
I bartend.
I can manipulate myself into caring about someone.
I can manipulate my memory into almost forgetting everything about someone and detaching any kind of feeling associated with them.

I love the beach.
I love seeing you smile.
I kinda love snuggling.
I bite ;) sorry.
I people watch..LIKe CrAzY.
I'm far from a whore.
I HATE cheese.
If you call me out on something, I might deny it.
I don't like fighting.
I'm curious.
I don't believe in regrets.
I want to change the world as much as possible.
I love snow.
I don't care if you don't.

832- we's rockstars.


If you think I want to fuck you,

Chances are... I don't.


I have amazing/diverse taste in music.
And someone you know prolly has a cd I put together.
I don't care if you play football, or if you drive a nice car or if you have a huge dick.
I've seen it all.

Try to impress me.

I fall hard ;)
Although, I hardly ever fall.
I miss Rob.
I miss "her" too.
My car smells orgasmic.
and it's got the coolest hangy things on the antenna.
I go to UB.
But not for long. :))
I have blue eyes
I have cancer, it sucks. And it's made me grow up really fast.
I don't like telling people the same thing twice. Learn to listen

I show respect for others until they give me a reason not to.
I love to drink juice.








"Yeah, A-town's finest
I'm the top notch glammour chick
Tell me, If I throw it at you baby... can you handle it??"




I'm getting sick of talkin about myself.
Just ask ;)
I'm pretttyyy much an open book, so anything goes. :D

Woah. I was just looking at the past entries. And damn. It's been awhile. So much has changed since then. I just got back from Puerto Rico, Dominica, Barbados, Antigua, St.Lucia, St. Thomas, Orlando, NyC and San Juan.

That was quite the trip.
I can't even begin to explain how amazing it was.
Like...words just can't even describe.

Pics are up on facebook though, so check that shit out. ;)

Instead of taking FOREVER to update whats been going on in my life,
I'm gunna be lazy about shit and skip that.

Sooo um, you know how I totally LOVED being single for so long, and I said that a guy would have to be pretty amazing for me to slow my roll??....
Well, one did.
and he IS fucking amazing.

In EVERY way.

Yet another part of my life that is too amazing to put into words. :D


Today Steven was being a real douche to me. It's like, yeah...we fucked. Get over it already. I don't give two shits about you and the only reason it happened in the first place is because I was incredibly fucked up on some serious drugs. I have absolutley no use for you and I have no feelings what so ever associated with you. I was really fucked up, and I was horny. Big fucking deal. Besides, AS IF I would leave my boy for him. Hahaha, that's funny. REalLlllyyyyy funny especially when Mike is the best sex I've ever had in my entire life (not to mention he's got the personality to match)

Whatever. I just want Steven to leave me alone.
If he doesn't I'll just tell mike, and my boy is so street he will prolly shoot the muthafucker. Lmao. That would be hillarious.

Speaking of people that I've fucked....one of my ex's (anthony) my sister saw at a JUNIOR PROM. That really cracked me up when I heard that. He's like what...21?? Little old for that don't you think? Lol.

Ah well..
I've been so busy this week trying to get everything done so that I can fly to see my baby this weekend. It feels so strange to wake up without him next to me and to shower all by myself. :( I don't like itt.

Hmm alright...well I gotta go write D back just because I want to make sure everything is straight with him.

Oh yeah, and my sisters and some friends are backpacking through Europe right now. So that is nice. I'm really happy for them. I shouldn't say "them" Because I only really like Louise out of my two sisters. I used to be really close with KT...but i feel like as I'm gettin older, I trust louise more and I appreciate her way more over Katie...who is pretty much just an insane bitch who likes drugs.

Which is funny...she like LOVeS her druggie title for whatever reason, yet I do more drugs than she does. Hm. Whatever. They seem to fuck her up more than they do me though. Like they really dont effect me besides like when I do them...that is kind of confusing. I guess what i mean is, like, drugs are a part of my life. But like, I'm able to separate them from the rest of my life and responsibilities...

She can't.



I'm out.

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